Death from an overdose is easy: simple, with almost no fear. I bought a large enough dose from a drug dealer that would be enough for about forty people. For one - it is deadly. I knew that from this dose no one would be able to bring me back, because many have died from 1/5 of this amount. I wrote a pre-suicide note, in which I asked for forgiveness from my family for all the pain, I then shot an 'overdose' and died.